I think of things, funny things, to say all of the time but I hold it back. I try to avoid being the bad guy that did any wrong in a situation. It bothers me sooo much when people think they need to put their input into everything. Or they are immature and share their immature thoughts all of the time. People's pathetic drama makes me want to smash my head against a wall. They can't control their mouths... This is making my chest hurt just thinking about all of this. I really need to work on that. I can't stress over all of these things that aren't important.
But on the other hand, I wish I could have told people more positive things. I wish I wasn't so caught up on my own thoughts and problems to see the beauty and joy in moments in the past. I wish I said "I love you" more and took more chances to appreciate people. I wish I wasn't scared to do what I wanted. I wish i said all that I wanted because the words I could have said would have made a big difference in EVERYTHING. Words I can no longer share...............
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