Week 30: A New Beginning- Almost

Apparently, I have amnesia. I had to choose 5 people to council me to remember every aspect of my life, but I didn't add people that hate me. (I wonder why.)

My favorite person, My dad
He knows me like no other person. He is my number one favorite person! We share almost everything with each other and I love him sooooo much. It would suck to forget all that we have done together. That is why I chose him.

My little sister, Elly
She sees the side of me that a lot of people don't see. I can be REALLY weird and act like a kid. I LOVE IT! We have grown really close.

My big sister, Sarah
Even though we didn't get along a lot when we were younger, we are pretty cool with each other now. She has spent the most time with me as a child and I would want to know how I was when I grew up. She remembers the most funniest things about me too so in a way, it is great to have that to look back on.

One of my best friends, Shania  
Shania and I have told each other about a lot of our struggles. I wanted her to be a part of my council because she can remind me of them. What makes us the people we is what we go through in life. I can also be weird around Shania, and it's pretty fun lemme tell ya! Shania is the kind of friend that will be your friend for a life time and I hope that she would have fun with rebuilding my memory (; and what our friendship would be in the future.

My wonderful step-grandma, Julie
My grandma thinks a lot of me. She knows how much I try. She knows I struggle, and she reminds me that there is hope. She comforts me and makes me feel loved. I thought I wouldn't know what the love of a grandmother felt like until I married, but now I do know. Her farm is an escape from things I don't want to think about. I love it there. She is here for me and I am here for her. I think that is why I chose her to be on my counsel. Everyone needs a trust worthy and loving grandparent in their lives!!!!!

Week 29: The Worst Trip EVER.

Hudson thought it was a great idea to get a submarine, and the junior class took an undersea trip in it. I didn't think it was such a great idea, but I went along with it because people were really pumped about it. Hudson, Devlin, and Rowold went along with us. We all wanted to go to Paris. So we took a train to Delaware and Hudson's submarine waited for us at Rehoboth Beach (bordering the North Atlantic Ocean). It took us 5 days to get to France. When we arrived, we rode a train to Paris. We stayed in Paris for 4 days. We saw the Eiffel Tower (yes, we did get to the top), Notre Dame de Paris, The Louvre, the Arc de Triomphe, and the Musee d'Orsay. The sight seeing was great and I had a blast. But the worst part of the whole trip was when the submarine broke down and we had to ride a fishing boat back. I got sea sick during the first few hours we were riding on the boat. I remained sea sick the whole time. I couldn't keep food down. I had a bad migraine. I couldn't shower. No one could shower. It sucked trying to use the bath room. No one had phone service out in the middle of the ocean. All we could do was enjoy each other's misery. There were a select few people that weren't sea sick the whole time, and they bragged about it. It pissed me off soooo much! I just wanted to feed them to the sharks. We got to Delaware after 10 days of being on the nasty fishing boat. It felt sooo amazing to finally be on land! I was so ready to go home and sleep! When we made it to Washburn, I didn't even want to wait for my dad to pick me up. I stumbled home and went straight to bed. I slept tried sleeping for over 20 hours, but my dad woke me up because he thought I had slipped into a coma or something. My dad surprised me with some delicious chicken, macaroni, and fruit! I was so happy it wasn't fish.

Week 28: To My Best Friend

Jesus,

Thank you for dying for our sins. You have saved me and many others. You understand me like no other person does. I love you.

Dad,

We have gone through thick and thin together. You have been the best dad I could ever ask for. You understand how I feel 99.99% of the time. I love you soooo much and I don't want to grow up because I will miss you and spend lots of money on gas to come see you all the time. I will miss you every second of every day. Thank you for being all I have needed.

Shania, 

We have been best friends since 7th grade. We have held each other up and helped each other out. I'm here for you when you need me and you're here for me when I need you. You allow me to be weird and vent my feelings. I feel like I can be myself around you. I love you the most for that. Thanks for dealing with me for all of these years. (: 

Taylor,

We have also been best friends since 7th grade. We have been through some hurtful things together (not with each other) and we also help each other out. I love that we both are in love with Kellin Quinn! <3 Sometimes I hide my true feelings from you because I don't wanna ruin your good days. But its okay. I do it cause I love you. ^_^