Week 13: Humility is a Tough to Learn

My most recent thing i am working on is being humble. i am shaping myself to be the best servant i can be for God. So throwing a parade for myself is definitely not something i would do. but if there had to be a parade centered on me, i would chose to make it about what i want to contribute to in my life.

These are the things that would be in my parade:

• A float of the Crucifixion of Jesus. Spreading the word of Jesus and what he has done for us and what we should do in return is something i will be doing until i die. This float would throw out cute necklaces and bracelets with the cross on them. 
• A symbolic float of world poverty. I hope to contribute to making people's lives better by not only sending them down the path of being saved, but also to better their lives by giving them more chances for jobs, homes, food, and more. This float would provide information of organizations that help the helpless and the poverty.
• A symbolic float for world peace. Obviously if the world was in total peace, there would be nothing to fear except what happens after you die (which is between you and God). 
• A symbolic float of humility. If everyone's actions were to serve God and help all humans instead of themselves, the world would be pretty close to being at peace. sounds nice, right?
• A float of nature. I want everyone to respect and love nature as much as i do. It is beautiful and sometimes feels untouched by our deadly existence. It is a place to relieve stress and in most ways to think in the eyes of God. This float would release doves and butterflies. 
• A float of FOOD. I love food. my body should easily indicate that. everyone should love food as much as i do. and everyone should have food, there are no excuses. This float would throw out food.
• A float playing music. Music is a way to reflect your emotions and most likely figure out why you are feeling them which is super important. This float would be playing the hottest hits (if they are appropriate for children.
• A float with tons of things that sum up happiness. Nothing can be good and turn out right if you aren't happy and if you surround yourself with negative things. 
• A float filled with things symbolizing generosity. I am a very generous person to people that do and don't deserve my generosity. I love to help people and give away stuff i do and don't need. I have been like this since a baby. This float would throw out expensive prizes and wrapped food.

i hope i got close to touching all of the bases i intended to but i cant ponder on it too much because it is getting too long. haha 

Week 12: Roses and Thorns

Since i'm doing this blog a week later than i was supposed to, I'm going to write it about this week.

The THORNS of this week: not having enough time to cram in homework and doing it last minute. That is always the worst. Calling out one of my friends when it was necessary. *sorry*... battling depression. I cant seem to get away from bad thoughts. When im awake and when im sleeping. it sucks.... struggles at home AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON EXPLAINING WHY..... being mad at the book series im reading because when does a book ever go the way you want it?.... finding out i can't see my mom for another 2 weeks. i miss her...

The ROSES of this week: Accomplishing to finish all of my homework! yay!.. I recently accepted Jesus Christ as my savior and i am working on the responsibilities that comes with.... I was in formed in a very emotional moment that my dad will always look forward to me coming home to visit him when im out of the house and he will support all of my decision s as long as they aren't terrible ones. lol..... i found out my grandma was safe in the Canton explosion. She works at Goodwill, RIGhT NEXT TO WHERE THE EXPLOSION WAS, and she didn't get hurt. but the Goodwill windows did get blown out and when she went out to her car, it had tons of rubble on it from the explosion. she drove home to calm down her nerves. im glad she wasn't hurt! (my cousin also works at Goodwill with her but im pretty sure he wasn't there when it happened....... My little brother has been sooo adorable! he is learning the cutest things like saying "mouw" and "wuff wuff " then panting like an excited dog and picks up his ball with his mouth ad shakes it around while growling. i know that was a run on sentence but i dont care. im meeting new friends at my youth group and im close to getting my license so i can do more with them. soon i can go to more open houses at colleges and that is always FUN AND FANTASTIC!

life comes with ups and downs but mine usually balance out. and if they dont, i know how to deal with what comes with it. so dont worry much about me. ill be fine....

Week 11: Reading Donald Trump's Mind

If i could chose to read someone's mind for 24 hours, I would chose to read Donald Trump's mind. I would go deep and uncover his secrets. I would ask him questions and know his REAL answer. I would find out what all of his opinions are on major topics that were circulating in the election. I would get personal with all of my questions. I would also make sure I ask him about his plans with bills and what he is going to do in office. I would spend the whole day with him and try to wire into his brain while he is sleeping to see what he dreams of too. I will just act like a reporter digging deep into Donald trump's life so my ability isn't given away. Once I'm done, I will tell everyone what I have discovered. Then, we may be able to be prepared for what happens while Donald Trump is president.

Week 10: Changing The Ghost Image

If I were suddenly a ghost, I would go around every where and hunt for bad ones that like to hurt people. Especially demons. I would protect everyone from the evil that is preying on them. And once I stop the devil from sending evil souls to torment us, i will make the image of ghosts friendly. We will give advice about the afterlife and make the truth about after death known to everyone. Then maybe people would stop having wars over religion because the after death with for sure be known. At least the 1st step if there are steps to it but we dont know that, do we?