Week 16: 2016 is Owning Me

i have learned a lot in 2016. Very important things that i will use throughout my life. i have met a few new people and i hope that i will get to know them better. I have grown a lot. I have grown spiritually and mentally (even physically. its sad, but its true). mi still learning a lot and i have a lot more to learn. although it would be easy to do everything perfect and skip over time, i want to make mistakes and go through the agony of time and trying to adopt patience. God is reshaping me to become a better person and i am trying my best to please Him. There have been ups and downs throughout my whole life. I have a huge puzzle to solve in order to continue life with  happiness, and i am close to solving it. I have soooo much still ahead of me. I was told to not think about life as a race to perfection, but as an experience to appreciate the perfection of God. We will try to perfect ourselves, but we will never be perfect. so the goal is not to perfect, but to come close to it to be the best people we can be. I am very excited to go out and start my life, but i am also savoring what it means to still be a kid without adult responsibilities. my childhood is nice, but it wont be here for long. I am praying that i will not have too much hardship to where i can't openly love again. im sure that won;t happen, but i must saying it would be very bad if it did. there is soooo much people don't know about me. but in the future, i will not hold back from telling my story and what my life's missions are. I can tell all of you reading this that i will not hesitate from doing what my heart desires. I will go out there and accomplish my dreams. Watch me.